I can't even accept my reality. It happens a lot. I feel like wanting to give up. Should I? After all these years. I've come this far, they said. I thought that I am strong, strong enough to face my reality. Sadly, I am not. I need.....a little help, maybe? I need it, and I hate to finally say it. I hate to say that...I am weak. The feeling of giving up is coming, and I am scared.